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Black and gold

Ok, so I’m a week behind schedule, but there’s little to be done about that, so let’s move on.  Today dawned sunny and bright, and a tad chilly.  There was ice on my car…which did worry me slightly, can’t imagine why.  However the forecast was for more of the same, and I figured if I left going out until 10.00am I’d probably be alright and, luckily, I was.

It was just me today.  It’s been a long time since I’ve been out on my own on the bike and I’d forgotten how nice it can be.  No-one to try and keep up with, no-one to get out of breath chatting to, no-one else to worry about.  Just me.  It’s also my favourite way to do hills which is what I had planned for today.  Yes – two hilly rides in a row – I know.  Aren’t I a good girl? 😉

First off – Shipham Hill.  Which is a good way to warm up.  From my door to the top of the hill (before the café) took 17:45 which I guess is a good place to benchmark to see if I get better as the season progresses.  I plodded my way up fairly comfortably, which was nice.  From there I went down into Shipham, down to Churchill, wiggled briefly and then went up Burrington Coombe.  Which took quite a long time, as it does.  It wasn’t as busy as sometimes, though the size of some of the lorries that go up there still defies belief.  Again, more plodding.  For the aforementioned quite a long time.  Which is what I need to be doing for training purposes, so that’s ok.  Once finally there, it was gorgeous on top of the Mendips – winter sunshine, roads that were verging on dry from time to time, stunning views, peace and quiet (ish).  I even had to shout at a pheasant to get it out of the road.  Well – I was going quite fast and didn’t want to brake *grin*.

From the top I went along the long straight but not flat road where some eejot in a black 4×4 coming the other way simply had to overtake something impeding his progress towards a no doubt vitally important engagement…and cut it extremely fine getting back into his own lane.  I’m afraid I made an impolite hand gesture in his direction…  If I was feeling charitable, I could suggest that I was probably going faster than he’s used to thinking that cyclists go, so he may have genuinely misjudged it.  On the other hand, maybe he’s just a prize prat…  And prat really isn’t the word I wanted to use there.

So on to join the Old Bristol Road at the Ploughboy Inn.  Which made me think of the Pillsbury Doughboy for some reason.  This is the kind of thing the brain does as it’s waiting for the traffic lights to change…  Then on to plod up the final stretch to the aerial before doing my best to enjoy the long downhill into Wells.  I tried.  And I held off the brakes more than sometimes, and more than I would have done on Sunday.  So it was a relatively good downhill.  Mind you it wasn’t half cold going downhill for so long…  So I still prefer uphills…kinda.  It’s all relative.  Talking of which, I called my other, and some would say better, half from outside his office in Wookey and summoned both him and coffee to join me in the sunshine for a bit, which was nice.  And which also warmed me up a bit 🙂

Thus caffeine-fuelled I went fairly directly home, albeit via Wedmore.  The road surface at the Wells end of that road is atrocious – I must remember to avoid it.  You end up feeling like you’ve been pneumatic drilling.  Still other than that the road was oddly nice and quiet, the traffic clearly having other places to be, and I pootled my way home in the sunshine.

It was a nice uneventful sunny ride.  I did hills.  I did miles.  My knee was pretty  much ok for a change.  Upon my return I drank Recovery (reserved for long or hilly rides).  I even washed my bike.  Look at me go! 🙂

Cycling time: 2:31:36
Distance: 35.6 miles
Avs: 13.8 mph
ODO: 6774 miles

Been down so long…

…being down don’t bother me.

I should probably start this entry by apologising to GB for holding him back.  But I’ve decided constant apologising is no good for the Positive Mental Attitude that I am striving to achieve.  Besides which I figure that, by now, anyone who comes riding with me probably knows what they’re letting themselves in for, in which case they could have said no and they didn’t, so it’s their fault not mine.  Therefore I don’t need to apologise.  Which is why I’m not saying sorry to him.  Sorry! *grin*.

Although I may hold him back, I did at least consent to do some hills today.  To be fair I had to really as I’ve got a lot of sportives coming up, and they’re none of them flat.  Can’t avoid ’em forever!  He planned us a route and I was happy to go along with it.  It is nice to abdicate responsibility sometimes 🙂 Yes, the control freak can let go of the reins.  Who knew?  Occasionally anyway…

It was mild again, with wet roads and a nasty strong wind.  No ice though – bonus!  I was feeling pretty nervous and wobbly as we set off which is odd because I didn’t yesterday.  I almost bottled it, turned tail and went home before we’d left town, as the wind blew me sideways across the wet road and butterflies multiplied in my tummy, but I kept my thoughts to myself and kept pedalling.

We started off by going up the Gorge.  GB has now learnt that going up (and down!) hills is something I prefer not to have company for, which means he can disappear off at his own speed and await my arrival at the top (or bottom) which I think works for both of us.  All things considered I was pretty pleased with how I got up there actually, especially as I’ve not done any notable hill climbing in quite some time.  And that wasn’t the only hill.  There were ups to the Walled Garden and then up to Redhill to watch the spotters watching the aeroplanes.  One of them smiled at us as we left, which was probably as close as he’d been to social interaction all day…  An Easyjet landed as we went round.  If I was hating the downhill into strong crosswind as I cycled round (and I was) I bet he wasn’t enjoying landing into it much either!  It ain’t half exposed up there.

The downs were worse than the ups.  Strangely enough I’ve never been down Burrington Coombe before and I can see that in the dry it might be quite a lot of fun.  In fact I look forward to practising going down it – it’s just what I need for the kind of hills I’m going to be doing later in the year.  However with a gusty cross wind, wet and muddy road, and a motorhome on my ar*e it was a tad less amusing.  Still, I got down in one slow piece.  Same goes for Brockley Coombe which was nearly fun but I didn’t like the last corner and nearly managed to tense myself up into a straight line.  Not ideal.  However I talked myself off the ledge in time to sort it out and again met GB at the bottom.

After that it was back home through Claverham where the roads were ‘orrible, Congresbury where the car drivers were ‘orrible, across the corner to Churchill, the lovely stretch of road to Sandford which was not ‘orrible, then Winscombe and home as darkness descended.

Cycling time: 2:35:38
Distance: 35.08 miles
Avs: 13.5 mph
ODO: 6739 miles

It’s not as if I had a wealth of confidence to start with, and clearly it could have done without being knocked out of me again.  There was a lot of over-cautious riding going on on anything that resembled a bend or downhill, because I was worrying about the wet muddy roads, which at least partially explains the crappy average speed.  That and the hills of course.

Having said that oddly I really enjoyed the ride.  For starters it’s always nice to do different routes.  The company was good, even if it did talk b*llocks from time to time 😉  As a ride it may not have gone well, but I think there’s a lot of positive to be taken from it.  PMA remember?  I’ve found hills to practice descending on.  I’m heartened by how well my uphills went, and my legs felt really good.  (Apart from the knee which start twingeing after a couple of hours even though I’d strapped it up.  I think my strapping skills need practice.)  If I stick to judging myself by my standards and not comparing myself to everyone else I think I’ll do ok.  I was also a very good girl and made up some Recovery when I got in which may be why I don’t feel knackered now.  Well if I’m going to take this season seriously then eating and drinking the right things is going to be important.  I didn’t clean the bike though – that can wait until Monday 🙂

Where is the love?

Having spent the week feeling like a slowly diminishing bruise I have, unsurprisingly, not managed to get this year’s training routine off to quite the start I’d planned.  Although I’ve been back at the gym since Tuesday, building things up carefully and generally trying not to make things any worse, today was the first day back on the bike.  Clearly I have a new helmet (more of which in a later post I hope) delivered at speed by Wiggle as usual, otherwise I wouldn’t have gone out at all – mama didn’t raise no fool!

I arranged to meet GW at a layby on the A38 near her new abode.  I was early so cycled around a bit before heading back there slightly late.  I should possibly have kept on going for a bit since, as ever, GW was a good quarter of an hour late herself.  Some things never change 😉

It being GW’s first ride this year (like you could tell) we stuck to the flat and even and pootled around the Levels.  It was warmer than it has been for ages and I was glad I’d opted for the lighter winter jacket and even so had to remove a Buff.  Very unseasonal.  Unlike the roads which were wet and muddy and twice I felt that little slip in the back wheel that makes your heart leap into your mouth and your stomach muscles contract in panic…  Luckily me and my bike remained upright, my internal organs returned to their correct positions, and I got home in one rather tired piece.

Cycling time: 1:54:01
Distance: 28.65 miles
Avs: 15.0 mph
ODO: 6704 mile

That was a bit slow I think.  Maybe just because I’m not better yet.  Odd though.  Because it looks like I cycle faster with GB but feel it less, and slower with GW whilst feeling like it’s hard work.  Cycling is mental – as I keep saying.

Anyway I would appear to be healing up ok from the latest accident, so much so that I can now feel the pain in my back again!  My knee was twingeing from the get go and I think after the third outing with the shoe inserts I can safely say they’re not helping.  I don’t think twingeing is a real word but twinging looks all wrong so spell checker be damned!  The main remaining issue is my neck which still hurts and which cycling appears to aggravate – something to do with the position you hold your head in when you’re on the drops.  I think it may be time for a pink pill…

Still, back on the road again.  Out again tomorrow.  Up some hills next week.  Least that’s the plan.  But look what’s happened recently when I’ve made plans!  So, let’s forget I said that.  There’s no plan.  What plan? 😉

Reach out

I suppose it was too much to hope that I had gotten away scot free from yesterday’s little foray into ice-skating…

I woke up this morning feeling like I’d been hit by a bus.  Every muscle in my arms, neck, and upper body seems to have been wrenched or strained.  An interesting side-effect to this is that I do feel oddly muscular as a result – being more than usually aware of all the muscles I have, if you see what I mean.  The lower body, apart from the bruised hip, seems to have come out of it somewhat better, and my head is fine.  Well, unless I try to move it of course – as that involves using the neck!  Cyclist’s whiplash?  Ow and double Ow.  I hurt!  A lot!

Being capable of little more than sitting in my computer chair, I have at least done that and ordered a new helmet from Wiggle.  I did consider other helmets but hey, I know these ones work so…  Not exactly a case of “if it ain’t broke don’t fix it”…because it is broke *grin*, but you know what I mean…  I can hear some of you tutting, shaking your heads, and bemoaning my lack of luck/cycling skill but I’ll have you know I’ve had the last helmet since July 2009, which I think is pretty good going!

I would like to thank the kind gentleman reader who took the time out of his day to draw my attention to the Giro Crash Replacement policy.  (Yes – I have readers – how cool is that?!).  I have to admit that, because my helmet is at the lower end of the market and it would only save me £10 or less, I’ve always been too lazy to do this.   It’s the whole palaver of finding proof of purchase, sending it back and so on.  Plus it would take time, and I tend to want a new helmet straight away.

Now if my helmet was one of the more expensive ones I’m thinking it would be more worth my while, as the savings are greater.  And some of them do look very lovely.  But since I’ve now cracked three of the Indicators, it doesn’t seem to make sense to spend more money that I don’t have on something I may end up having to replace all too soon.  After all they all have to match the same safety standards, and I’ve proved they work! *grin*.  (Anyone want to buy me one of these in large?).  Yes – this does sound like a blatant plug for Giro helmets, but only because they do exactly what they say on the tin.  Did I mention I swear by them? 😉

Anyway, if you have a Giro helmet and are unlucky enough to cycle a mile in my shoes, you might like to bear the replacement policy in mind.  Especially if you’re less lazy than me.

Right, where did I put my lovely pink pills?  And then I’m thinking a long bath to soak all the pain away…  Failing that, wine is medicinal, right? *grin*

Another one bites the dust

I think I should take out shares in Giro.  And if you want good cycling weather, then don’t come out on a ride I’m planning.  To be fair the actual weather today is glorious and beautiful and sunny.  But, and here’s the rub, it’s also cold and icy.  The sun is too low in the sky to melt all the ice on roads sheltered by hedges and shrubs, and it’s been so wet of late that there was an awful lot of water around to be converted to solid form last night.

So I planned an ACG ride, and awoke to glorious sun and crispy everything.  Marvellous :/  5 of us gathered, more or less on time, in the Square, with a certain sense of trepidation – GB having had to walk down Winscombe Hill to get to the main road due to the ice, which hardly inspired confidence.   There was myself, GB, KG, a new guy, and the Boy Wonder.  Plans to go to Brean Down were swiftly scrapped – not because of the uphills, but because of the possibly treacherous downs.  We opted instead to head straight down the A38 to Tarnock, go left and across to Mark, and from there to Rich’s Cider Farm for coffee.  Which went pretty well.  Rather annoyingly it would appear that the main road hadn’t been gritted but being wide and exposed, it wasn’t too bad.  The road across to Mark was icy but we took it very easy, and we all arrived for coffee in one piece, albeit a little chilly.  In case you were wondering, roads are not supposed to be sparkly 😉

Coffee and fuel on board, we headed off again.  KG had to get back and took what would turn out to be a very wise decision, and headed back the way we came.  OK, so he was right, but don’t tell him I said that.  The remaining 4 of us came back across the icy Levels, trying to use the driest clearest roads possible.  It was a bit hairy, and both BW and GB nearly came a cropper.

We were nearly on the home straight, up on the top before the Trotters somewhere, when things went a little pear shaped.  Again, it’s not the ice you see that gets you, it’s the other stuff.  Maybe sparkly is better?  So it was black ice that got the better of me, as I unexpectedly found myself hitting the road.  Literally.  Again.  Well, I suppose it was about time, it had been a while after all.  Luckily I wasn’t going very fast, as I had been being careful.  I wasn’t braking or anything, it’s just that the road was like an ice rink – my wheels completely lost traction, went out from under me, and I hit the deck on my right side, as usual.  The new guy following me went down too, braking to avoid me, and the rabbit we were about to go past went down having heard us go down.  I’m thinking dominoes here.  Oh, and ice doesn’t make the road any softer either.  My right hip took most of the impact, oh, and of course my head.  I have cracked another helmet – that’s the third now.  But that’s why you wear one.  Because the helmet gets cracked – not your head!  Have I mentioned I swear by them?

My mates variously picked me up off the road, those that weren’t picking themselves up of course!  The rabbit gave up and decided to walk home.  And new guy seems to have survived, without trashing his new jacket, which was his main concern 😉  It’s funny what you think as it’s happening.  I was just praying not to break anything because I’ve got too much on this season!  And I appear to have managed that.  I’m going to have a lovely bruise on the hip, and I’ll admit to having a bit of a headache but apart from that I’m fine.  The bike is going to need a bit of work – the saddle moved, so needs re-hair spraying and putting back in place, and it just generally needs checking over.  Good thing I’m due to see Andrew on Friday then.

We cycled the rest of the way home in a relatively respectful and restrained fashion, which may have meant us not cycling in the ice by the edge of the road and thus taking up some of the road that clearly belonged to the blonde passenger of the car that went past shouting obscenities at us.  I may have told her to go forth and procreate in response.  I mean really, what did she hope to achieve by that?  She’s bl**dy lucky the traffic lights that we were approaching turned green just as she got there or I think the posse might have had a few choice words to share with her…  BW and the new guy headed off to Cheddar and home, leaving GB to chaperone me to my door to make sure I was ok, chivalrous to the end 🙂

I’d give you my stats, but apparently my cycling computer has been happily riding along without me again as I sit here, evidenced not least by the fact that it thinks my average speed was 27mph…  At a rough guess it added about 25 miles to the ODO.

So, on balance, not the best ride of my career.  However up until then I was feeling pretty good.  Legs were happy, bike was smooth, back was diclofenac numbed, knee never really got a chance to cut in, and it’s always nice to be out with the ACG.  Better luck next time 🙂

Party Girl

Oh me oh my, but it’d been a long time since I’d been on the bike.  Many things have been sent to try me.  Snow, Christmas, a lousy cold, doing my back in, New Year…  I’ve not even been up to going to the gym much.  Combine all of that with the (very enjoyable) endless celebrations, and the inevitable intake of that which could not be considered to be conducive to cycling and…well…I was slightly dreading today’s ride.

We got home this morning in good time for me to put on every layer I possessed and get the bike fit to go out again.  Which actually translates into getting hubby to pump up the tyres, and dust off the saddle.  Somewhat amusingly in my absence my cycling computer had managed to rack up over 5 hours of riding and covered over 400 miles.  Be good if it worked like that wouldn’t it?  Man I’d be good by now! *grin*

Well aware of the fact that my body definitely hadn’t been doing the work and that it was distinctly chilly out, I put on every layer I possessed, as usual.  I’m thinking cycle rides should have a rating like duvets.  No togs though – I’d like to suggest a Buff scale.  Normal Buff 1 point, combi buff 2 points, polar buff 3 points.  Or something like that.  Actually the polar buff is probably a bit too bulky for cycling, so today was a 3 pt Buff ride – and I didn’t regret either of them – it wasn’t warm to start with and then it got colder!

Anyway I cycled up to the Square at the very civilised time of 11.00am, and met GB for the usual coffee run to Wonderland.  As predicted, it was bleedin’ hard work.  It took a long time to “warm” up and I was even worse up what passed for hills than usual.  As it turns out, even though I felt like it was killing me, and my legs were like lead, we actually averaged a reasonable speed which is some consolation.  I’m thinking sitting outside the coffee shop may have been a foolish decision, but hey, at least the coffee was still as good as ever, and where better to admire large men in leather on even larger metal machines?  I do love the sound of a Harley in the morning 😉

Actually in some ways it was good to feel bad, in that it demonstrates the effect of all the ill advised consumption, which does tend to work as a bit of a deterrent.  Having fallen of various wagons over the festive period, I shall be back on all of them come Wednesday when the mob go back to school.  I’ve just worked out that it’s only 9 weeks until the Mad March Hare…so training proper will have to begin again in earnest straight away.  No rest for the wicked.  And I have been wicked *grin*.

I did feel a bit guilty for the effect my sloth inevitably had on GB, but he put a brave face on it and pretended not to mind at all, which was good of him.  We could have done a longer route but…my back still hurts, I couldn’t feel my feet, but I could definitely feel my knee (the new shoes inserts seem to have made things worse not better), and on balance, going home seemed like a good call.  And regardless of all the above, it was a good ride.  Because any ride is better than no ride 🙂

Cycling time: 2:12:00
Distance: 35.09 miles
Avs: 16.0 mph
ODO: 6650 mile

In other news, and without wishing to blow my own trumpet, The Cycling Mayor has been chosen as the Cheddar Valley Gazette’s “Woman of the Year”, which came as a massive shock, but about which I’m really very proud.  I’d like to thank everyone who cycled with me over the year,  who sponsored me, supported me, and helped me achieve my goals.  It was a good year, and I think 2011 is going to be even better 🙂

And in an aside to my partner in crime – no, you don’t have an eponymous hill, you just really want one.  Maybe that could be your goal? 😉

Wiggle Dragon Ride

I’ve just entered the Dragon Ride – for the third year running.  As has GB.  Luckily they’ve changed the route a bit so I can’t fail dismally to beat my own time (as was the case this year).  Although I maintain I’d have gone faster if I hadn’t spent so much time talking to Kevin, my riding partner at the time.  However that’s also rubbish as I was trying to go faster so as not to look such a wuss compared to him!

(There may be three other riders in our posse…if Kevin, GW, and SH have got their act together and get an entry in time)

Anyway, I have now entered all the events that I’ve got planned for next year.  I may add Bristol’s Biggest Bike Ride to the mix, and later in the year, I may do the Cheddar Sportive, or some other Autumn events but…for the time being, as a certain chef would say.  Sportive entries…done! 🙂

We’re walking in the air…

Well, we’d hardly be cycling, now would we?  So my fellow fish out of water and I went for a long winter wonderland walk instead of the ACG ride that had been mooted.  Bearing in mind the effort required to advance through the snow whilst staying upright, this had the potential to be a fairly good substitute, albeit one sadly devoid of coffee stop potential.

I met GB at the Kings Wood car park – having walked there along the Strawberry Line from here.  And there’s no apostrophe on the sign so I don’t know if the Wood belonged to one King or many – just in case the grammar police are reading and tutting under their breath at the lack of correct punctuation.

Anyway, the Strawberry Line was fun, because watching rabbits trying to run away over thick snow is amusing.  They have this odd bounding motion more reminiscent of how a kangaroo moves than their usual skedaddle.  Quite a few of them couldn’t be bothered with that, and just crouched where they were in the hope that I would go away.  Which of course I did – I’m very obliging like that.

Crossing the A38 was unsurprisingly easy as, at that time, all but the odd ejjot in a 4×4 were staying home.  However the climb up to the car park proved challenging, as the ice underfoot was both crunchy and slippery at the same time, and the last stretch was definitely the road less travelled.

I was early.  He was late.  Or maybe he was on time, and it’s just that I was early?  Not that it matters.  Off we went in the direction of Crooks Peak.  Now usually on a Sunday, this route has something of a motorway feel to it – but not today.  Today it was all ours although, to be fair, we weren’t the first to have gone that way.  It wasn’t as cold as I’d expected, the early morning wind had gone, the views were great, and we had the place to ourselves.  Very cool.

It was uncannily like cycling.  The trodden path, such as it was, was one person wide…so GB sat on my wheel, leaving me to lead the way *grin*.  And again, to draw parallels, the flats were easy enough, the ups were hard work, and the downs were treacherous.  I only fell over properly once – but there were plenty of near misses to be had.  I may have an interesting bruise on my left hip in the fullness of time, and I appear to have pulled a muscle in my back.  Mind you, it was kinda fun – and landing on thick snow hurts a darn sight less than landing on frozen tarmac! 😉

We didn’t make it as far as Crooks Peak, coming down instead to Compton Bishop, where the roads were like the Cresta Run, making life all the more interesting.  Always good to have a challenge.  From there we followed the nicely slushy main road home.  We had a bet on as to the number of cars that would pass us but we both lost dismally as we had failed to take into consideration the foolhardiness of people absolutely having to be somewhere else.  Today’s Prize P*llock award goes to the 4×4 that went past us and turned right across in front of us, with the driver on his mobile phone.  Priceless.

By the time I got home, having detoured for the Farmer’s Market and a Sunday paper, I’d been out about 2 1/2 hours, which is fairly respectable I feel.  Hey, it’s not riding, but it’s a darn sight better than doing nothing at all! *grin*.  Now, where’s my coffee?

Santa Claus is coming to town…

It’s Santa in the Square night shortly.  Snow has fallen, snow on snow.  It is deep and crisp and even and not at all conducive to cycling.  Unless you’re young and foolish…but that’s another story.  I guess that’ll teach me to plan a Sunday ride.  I promise not to plan any more.  If you promise to take the snow away 😛

So I’m wearing my cycling thermals, and will be wearing my cycling gloves, and I will be as warm as I can be to stand around and enjoy the festivities.  Well, it’s not like I need the kit for riding, now is it?  Might as well get some use out of it.

*ggrrrrrrrr*

At least I know I’m not the only one suffering…misery loves company, right? 😉

My heart will go on

As those who set sail in 1912 will tell you, it’s not the ice you can see that gets you…  As proved to be the case 20 minutes into today’s ACG ride, when SD came a cropper on a patch of black ice going round a corner…  Although he appeared to have survived with minimal injuries, his bike was not so lucky, and being stuck in top gear is no way to spend a two hour ride, so he bailed.  One down…

A suitably chastened and restrained group carried on, rewriting the route as we went to avoid hills and overly shaded roads.  Upon reaching Mark Causeway, KG peeled off homewards, having a deadline to get back for.  Two down…

From there it was a straight push to Rich’s Cider Farm for coffee and a very nice warm scone.  The Pocket Rocket met us there, having cycled over from Wells, making our meagre mileage look even poorer.  One up…

In order to avoid retracing our steps at all we wiggled back across the Levels via Burtle, Westhay, Blackford and so on.  At some point near Rug Hill we dropped MD, partially because we were all trying to keep up with the Hare (yes – that would make me the Tortoise), though quite frankly I don’t know why we bother…*grin*.  One down…

I pushed my fastest down my favourite road and thought I was holding my own but which merely served to slingshot the menfolk past me on the straight and left me to be waited for at the Cheddar turn.  Epic fail, as my son would say.  The Hare hurtled off to go up the Gorge (and down and back up apparently!), leaving but three to head for home.  One down…

As we went past the fire station, a gorgeous black Corvette roared its way towards us and past.  I commented on how much I’d like that.  GB thought I was referring to the firemen.  Normally this would be a valid point.  However I admit it – I chose a Corvette over firemen. What is the world coming to?  And what does it say about GB that he paid more attention to the firemen than I did?  😉 *grin*.

I tried to win the race for home, and managed to push past GB as we got near the turning for Axbridge but…it was never going to happen.  Must try harder, as they say.  No sprint jersey for me.

Cycling time: 2:13:26
Distance: 35.97 miles
Avs: 16.1 mph
ODO: 6615 mile

If I’m being honest, cycling with the ACG isn’t quite doing it for me at the moment.  I love the coffee stop, and the bits where we do cycle together, and take turns at the front, and so on…but I seem to end up spending quite a bit of it cycling on my own these days.  And I can do that anytime.  However, overall it is good for me – because it makes me push harder and go faster than I would if left to my own devices, so I should probably just put up and shut up.  I’m just sulking because I’m not as good as everyone else and I want to be! *grin*